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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Need to get this out of my system... (Another petty fight)

Let's just get this over and done with... I have an exam today and I need to get this out of my system. NOW.

Ozzie and I had a fight today. He was playing Guildwars and I was studying for my exam. I got irritated at a topic I couldn't quite understand so I thought I needed to punch something. I punched my bed out of frustration. Afterwards I thought I will make kulit my Ozzie and punch him. I'll use my pillow as a buffer nalang.

He got angry, he said it hurt. I said I was sorry, but to no effect. He further elaborated that it hurt so much, he then turned off the PC. I was sorry. It meant to be a playful punch. I didn't mean it to hurt.

It was my fault -- I knew. He said "Fine, I won't play anymore"
It wasn't the whole point. I was just being playful, I was sorry it hurt.
I said "Sorry, sorry... maglaro ka na ulit please. Aral nalang ulit ako. Di na kita kukulitin."
He said "Naiinis ako kasi sinuntok mo ako."
....
I said, "Ano ba? Maglaro ka na nga ulit, mag-aaral nalang ako. Di na kita kukulitin!"
He said in a raised tone, "Nung una nainis ako dahil sinuntok mo ako, tapos ok na. Nainis nalang ako nung nainis ka na, kasi ayaw ko na maglaro"
I said in an even higher tone, "Can you lower your voice down please?"
He said "Hindi naman ako nagtataas ng boses, ikaw naman yung ..."
I interrupted, "Lagi ka naman ganyan, lagi mo sinasabi na di mo ko pinagtataasan ng boses!"

He walked out. Well I didn't come after him -- at least for the next 5 mins. I said to myself, "I'll just think it over. Fine, I'll come after him this time."
I knew it was my fault, but I wish he would just admit it when he raises his voice.

After a few minutes and still he didn't come back, I went outside. He wasn't there.
Disappointed and sad... therefore this blog. I wonder if he could sleep. Who knows? This could be his best sleep ever... No spoiled hunny to think about.

I reread my post about Fry & Seymour yesterday. I said to myself I'm so lucky to have him.
Oh well, you can't blame him. My fault anyway.

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